Thoughtful

Nowadays im a bit confused becoz of my feelings.

The one of my part whisper me "You should continue your present life” but the other side of me say: „It’s the time to grow up and make serious decisions in line with my future”,
I thought it over again and again and I always leaded up to that same thing….but….How can I go on?? This is the next step to decide it…

It’s the time…I have to grow up….but irrespectively of it I go/travel to concerts and I will be at the first row but I realized that the life is not about one band. Everybody has a life and you have to achieve your dreams out of this...